I was betrayed by a friend. Yeah, I know I'm more sensitive to a lot of things than most people are, and I am really the one responsible, since it wasn't the first time.
I tend to get really hurt by people who I hold to expectations that they are completely unaware of
Half of the time I don't even tell them that my feelings are hurt, because, I guess that's the trade off. I'm just oversensitive or over-excitable. I should expect to get hurt. Why should they cater to my personality faults??
I also find it incredibly ironic since I had constant difficulties maintaining the friendship due to both personal history and my trust issues. Since both were thrown out the window in the same conversation I guess I should just accept the fact that my instincts are always right. I just wish I hadn't reserved so much time rebuilding something that was ultimately doomed. But that is life I guess, I guess...
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